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[04 Apr 2006|07:06pm] |
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I'm running for secertary of the junior class, I'm not sure if how its gonna turn out, but ii'm glad the speech gives me an opterunity to talk to my class. I know I'm gonna get nervious when I get up there but I really want to talk to them. There's be pleny poetic nights were I write things to send in to the newspaper to address my class, but I never do. I love all the juniors, and just wanna make it clear that we have a amazing class.
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I don't even know why we hang out because we such a weird trio. We aren't alike and all we do is fight with each other. but doesnt mean i wanna stop.
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| Exam Day Save |
[15 Dec 2005|03:44pm] |
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Watering eyes, heavy feet, messed up pony tail and all I walked over to my group of friends stainding out side the science building. "After that Physics exam i thought i couldn't get any worse, But after that Calc exam I KNOW it can't get any worse." with the conclusion of my words my whole body sunk and my backpack went tumbling down to the ground. Absording all the happiness in the air into her smile, Jessica said "You look like you've been through a war." "Oh-- that test was a battle" I said with a austere tone. "Do you want a -brownie?" She said applying knowing inflection on the last word. She knew, a best friend knew, the quickest way to annihilate my impending flood of tears.
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| thank you my blue shirt wall |
[05 Dec 2005|10:56pm] |
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Last weekend
-shopping with tiffany
-work
- SAT
-party
- NBT5
It was deffiantly a good wekend. Next Big Thing was awesome (amberlin,ALKINE TRIO, 30 seconds to mars, RISE AGIANST, ect.) The concert was awesome, well i say that now at the time it didnt seen that great. I went with Meg Paul and Spect. When i 1st got thier i was so excited.
The whole rock concert thing has a horrible reputation (o all the begging I had to do to get my rents to let me go.) the sterotype is prsent in the clouds of weed, almost brawls born from mosh pits, and the excesive amount of trash left behind at the park. But what shines through more to me is the good stuff. I would of gotten trappled a hundred times over if i wasn't for the stranger that kept me up over and over again on the ring of the mosh pit, or when Paul used super human strephen to singal handly saved the girl from coming down on her head from after croud surfing, or the one kid who only perpuse in the mosh pit is to help up the other kids that have fallen down. Maybe the good stuff is more signifant b/c u expect the bad. in relality only a small percent of ppl are geting busted by the cops while the rest of us ley on top of each other resting in geometric patterns on top of the hill. <3
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| Spreading the News of Alkine trio one boy at a Time |
[28 Nov 2005|08:03pm] |
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I got my next big thing ticket today. Met this guy while i was buying it. Never leaned his name. Surfer type: standard pacsun shirt, crazy blond hair contaned with a trucker cap- way to predictable to be atractive. Our clothes absorbed the rain in paterns as we walked across the parking lot talking about what bands we wanted to see, and i said Alkine Trio and he said he hadn't listen to them much.I said hey "I have my Cd, I have Crimson in my car. you can have it." In a slipt second I gave my favorite Cd away. He left saying "see you at the concert" and someother stuff but i wasn't really paying atention what he was saying. I didnt like him more than the next person I just like kindness-alot.
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| more time spent wishing then doing |
[13 Nov 2005|09:43pm] |
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Last nigth I went camping with lindasey and the whole church. Fun uneventful but still fun. I was so happy i got all away to Ft. Desoto by my self. I live a cloistered life and thats the farest I've ever driven.
Frist,I fear not being who you want, so I change.Second, I Fear me changing to be who you want. I get so stupid with guy. I dump out of things I shouldn't, and change who Im am. And no matter how hard I try to stop these things I'm Jello. Jello- and not even the fully ready and refigerated kind- raw jello girl.
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| Are we getting closer or we just getting more lost? |
[10 Nov 2005|09:03pm] |
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Im just lazy, and havn't updated this.a lot has happened but Nothing has happened,
Yesterday I went to meg's after school and hung out w/ paul and her. Then Paul and I went to bible study. And after that i went to the Battle of Bands at my school. It was a lot better then i thought it would be.
Today school then Sat class. And now i'm advoiding HW and my mom.
Tomorrow is friday,and the gateway to another busy weekend. i want a breakm but ever time i stop and rest I feel a need to get up again and stop wasting my time. I must just be running the wrong way. Camping this weekend with Lindz.
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[18 Oct 2005|10:32pm] |
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I think i just ruined someone's life
My brother once told me I would die by not looking both way b4 i crossed the street. Well my stupidity will sure kill me.
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| my bday in a week |
[16 Oct 2005|10:03pm] |
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I've been living a good life. I think this last week was the best week ever, well one i've spent at home at least.
Last night i went to Hawl-o-scream w/ meg saw scoot there totatlly cool and unexpected cause he had to come from ft.myers. Me and meg walked arounf saking all the wearwolfs if they were Paul. This one zoombie guy steped on me and sayed sorry it was funny. Well didnt get to megs house till like 3:30 last night then hast to wake up early and do footprints stuff. Then church.
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| This weeks views |
[13 Oct 2005|10:54pm] |
The Facts
Good week:CCC beat SPC.I went to the Alkine Trio concert with Paul and Meg then we went out to Perkins at midnight and after that rented Crash and i didn't get home till the next day. Which insured a triered day at school but i woke up when I got to go to the lightning game with Kat.Today I went to Laser elscipe with MHS and wooped some --- yeah u know it. I came in 2nd place. After wards I went to Megs and took her to Target and we saw Allison and Kelly Dees. And now i'm home. There were only 3 days of classes this week b/c of the PASTs and no school tomorrow
The Thoughts
I really hope i did well on Th PSAT, college is a big deal in this household. While the throughts of my rents are filled w/ application,interviews, and tests my mind driff more towards happiness. I put less important things infront to school work to combat thier over emphasise on it. I Stay out late night after night with the free dream to gain a deeper bond.
Been reading to much litature.
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| Its been forever |
[12 Sep 2005|07:50pm] |
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just the highlights
::called ryan("mi-love") on his brithday
::I went to a family reunion in conn. it was better than i thought it was gonna be.It was a camping thing and t was filled wth all thoose simple moments u dream to have in ur teenage years: I sat around the fire with 3 of my cousins late at night drinking some beers under the stars that kind of sweet teenage rebellion that can only happen spontanously. We found a old orange abanodoned truck in the woods, Beautiful, scary and mysterious. I sat on the river bank in the woods listen to my cusins play Irish music,dan on the accordian, james playing procusion wth rocks, and greg with the tn wistle. The sound follwed n the tree pure and fresh as if t was meant to be played n a forest. All all thoose senimental seconds mean alot to me::
::went to universal studios for Rock the Universe::
::went to jen jen b-day party::
::still really disconected from all the Spain ppl, and it bothes me but i still have trouble doing nething::
::parent are crazy college obsessed::
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| I hope Im ur only llama girl |
[31 Aug 2005|09:40pm] |
I have returned from being sick and am on my away to catching up with real life. I think I had strep throat or Mono, all I know is i had a tempature of 103 and didnt make it out of my house but once or twice all week and times out of my rooom were not much more significant.
Tomorrow is my 1st swim meet, and after a week of not swimming .... To make this all that more entertaining Im swiming 200IM and 50 free who signed me up for IM?! I cant do butterfly. i do flit and flutter I thrash,it should be intresting watching me, entertaining for sure. plus i have no clue how to do IM turns. The a strong chace of DQs tomorrow. Next meet im getting my events!
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| Retreats don't fit into a box |
[23 Aug 2005|09:27pm] |
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Over the week end I went on retreat with my church. It was good, more spirtual than the last retreat, gonna really try to to pray more now. When i went to confession on the retreat the Monk told me the 2 things you need to be happy. 1) to forgive others 2) to love everyone, but you can't love everyone emotional just gotta do it like Jesus did. This really old and wise Monk told everyone these secrets tolife. but I still like it but becuase people don't always tell me the anserews.
What do you get If you mix and ostrich and a turkey?
A thanksgiving bird that sticks it's head in the mashed potatoes.
What do you get if you cross a sunflower and a garbage man?
A tall yellow thing that takes out the garbage
Yesterday I went to Meg's house and got rained in there for a few hrs with paul and her. today Lindz came to school and really freaked out Mrs. Campagna when she walked in the room you should of seen her face, she was like who is this girl not in uniform in my class, and we never explained it to her.
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| It makes me giggle that... |
[18 Aug 2005|10:05pm] |
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Run- Snow patrol |
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Something as smiple as talking to you makes me walk on clouds.
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| "Mr. Hottie Mc Hottie" is systematicly making me into a granny |
[17 Aug 2005|08:50pm] |
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Today was the 1st block day of the year nothing oot of the ordinary. school then swim, where they systematicly tourcher one bodypart a day. Thw whole swim was walking around like grannys becuase our thighs were so sore tomorrow it will be our butt.
I noticed I have no problem starting up conversations with boys I dont like Its easy and fun, while convos with boys I do like are equally enteraing I have this like ethical/personal issue of staring up a convo with them, i sit there debating to say something and waiting for then to and getting upset that we never talk but if we do start talking its easy its just that I never want to start a convo becuase it think its bad or somthing. Im sure im not the only one who goes through this.
enough blaber
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| Life in the slow lane |
[16 Aug 2005|07:21pm] |
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Life in the slowlane is harder than u think. Im so dead tired after each practice. Swimming is so much more serious this year without new coach tim Mc-crazy-man. I'll stay in the slow lane as longi love the company, as I can because every1 but Kat I talk to is in that lane.
So its the 3rd day of school . School is well school im happy to see ppl but i dont like the work. the 1st day seemed to last forever now im getting more back into the groove. Spanish is still spanish like Julio having no control of the class me Jared and Alberto all sit in the same seats too. Julio even called on Magid ( a graduated senior who st behind me and toattly slcaked last yr) but he wasnt there. With crazyness like this I spend most of that class trying not to laugh but i just end up making weird noises.
I called Sk today, we havent talk in a long time. The convo was just like a convo of old times. I asked him if he thought if we could ever be like we used to be, he didnt say yes but he said he'd like that, and by the convo I know we can if I try. I still talk to him more than most my friends but its not like the Ashley-Stephen bestfriend ties of before.
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| All in all you’re not another brick in the wall. |
[09 Aug 2005|10:56pm] |
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Today was the 1st swim practice. We have a new coach hes a science teacher at now too. One the good side hes cute but he is really hard coach too. Im glad our practices r gonna be hard so we wont be so bad but he really whooped our butts today at dryland our team is not used to all that work. It kind of set up like a sports team movie like we r gonna get great all of a sudden but we wont. I felt like i was gonna dye at practice but it was a good death-
Katie and Alicia came over today. they leave in 10 days for college
Nikolai Khabibulin is no longer on the lightning and this is a big deal for me.:( hes almost as great as St. Louis.
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| New Style |
[05 Aug 2005|02:03pm] |
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HElena- My Chemical Romance |
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No you are not lost. This is Ashley's LJ i just got a new lay out. we'll see how long this lasts.
Today I have a Student council Lock in then im going away for a peep ministry retreat, all school things. The last few days i've just been sitting around well i went to international mall yesterday w/ my mom thats it.
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